The Heist

We started off small, a group of three. Me, Sarah and Tech. We didn't do much, just a little bit here and there, changing what needs changing. Jane which is me, the brain; Sarah the lockout and Tech the technician but we still lack a person, we've been trying to search for him or her, and it doesn't matter as long as that person has the ability that we need. We are not normal, we had gifts. We know we are not alone, but so far we haven’t encountered anyone else besides us. Maybe because our town isn't as big as others, so there are very few of us and they keep their gifts to themselves. The intention was that we take some money or some things, from those who had too much to spend and give out to those who are less fortunate. We hope we are some sort of saint, kind of like Robin Hood; helping the poor?

I went straight to the front door, smiling like it's the first time I went to a bank to cash out some money.

“I’m in position”.

Then everything went to haywire, the CCTVs were shutting down, the doors were starting to lock itself, and the vaults were opening.

All the preparations were executed to perfection.

"Let’s begin".

I was focusing on my energy while trying to conserve the best of my stamina. I breathed out, opening his eyes and slowly silently let a word out “ROOM”, the bank froze, everything were held to a stop.

I can’t alter time, how we wish someone could have that but it would be very wrong, all I did was simply stopping their movement as they are now within my room radius. I can only produce the room as big as 25 meters up to 5 minutes, any larger than that the time would drop drastically. Without delaying, I went to the counter and asked politely for the bank manager to give out the money on a certain account with a bright smile.

I was secretly hoping that something might happen, grinning to myself. Once the bag had been filled, I must now gave a certain command so that the people will forget what had happened today. As I was trying to, suddenly Sarah spotted something, a movement.

"There's a group of men heading your way, three people to be precise", said Sarah.

I chuckled, what I been waiting for all day. “Forget today, forget what happened and RELEASE”.

Everyone within the room then collapsed and fainted. With still a bright smile on my face walked off, to the direction where the group of people were coming from.

"Sarah would you be so kind to take them out and let one live".

“With pleasure”, Sarah responded.

In the comm Tech had been very annoying. How he wanted to be in the action. He kept on ranting, "I should have been, I should be with you guys, and I can do a lot of damage to their system".

Two shots, two down. Not a single bullet went to waste. As one was trying run away, he went directly towards me. Bumping without apologizing, I went rogue, I was completely pissed off, and I really hated those people who bumped onto others without saying nothing.

"What was that?” I screamed. So, I let him run for a few more meters before I bound him. “ROOM”, I screamed while grinning like a mad men.

“'****!****!what the **** is this", said the robber.

“YOU SHOULD APOLOGIZE WHEN YOU BUMP ONTO SOMEONE! By the way this is us”.

I made him danced, and played with him a little until he looks half dead. I dragged him, to where his buds were. "Now, now, I believe you guys should be a good boy and never ever try to rob a bank again, it’s our job and duty “RELEASE”".

We are not a killers, we simply give them body shots, never kill.

“Everything seems to end well and good job guys”.

We went back to our hideout, calculated the money and planned on how to distribute the money to where it’s needed and Tech need to do the cleansing, removing everything out to avoid us entangled with anything unwanted. As we were laughing, enjoying our gifts and what we just did, we never thought that this might happen. We never thought that we must be more. 

Going the distance.

Why do we change. As I recall my childhood days, I was a happy kid, running around teasing people, make fun of people, joking around, with a little care for the world. I was still am when I entered my secondary school. It was an all boys school, Victoria institution. Famous for their marching band, and academic achievement with a spice of sports. Most students that came out of VI do great things. I hope I will be one of them, better than them. We change because it needed to be. We change because we must. We can't stay the same, poignant to the world, live as thought you have no care. We no longer can.

A losing friend

I used to have one, 

He helped me out countless times,

he's there even when i pushed him away,

he's there even i no longer needed him,

always lingering in thoughts and never once swayed,

when no one's around,

i sat and stared..alone,

talking and never be done,

but now all there is,

is nothing but a moment of silence,

silence is a bliss they say,

a bliss that i dont hope to achieve,

is it really a bliss,

it feels more like a torment, 

a torture that i can never cope,

i missed him, i didn't realize that i had lost him,

we were close, not a day goes by without him being here,

but now all there is is a silence that i hated.

can i be forgiven,

can he come back and be here with me,

can he, or was it too late for me to ask this,

craving

I had 3 paragraphs. It should have been auto saved somehow. But its not. Now I am pissed! It suddenly when blank. And I cant do anything about it. Thank you, more please.

dramatic

i went out quite early in the morning around 10 am or so
went to LRT station Bukit jalil, on my way to watch star trek
one of my most anticipated movies for the year
i bring along my beg, change of clothes
ill be having a futsal session late in the evening with my sister's friends
that aside, i went on to pavilion with quite a pace
with no regards to check the showtime last night
due to the overwhelming confidence that there will definitely be a star trek showtime
this early morning, so i headed straight there to GSC pavilion
to my dismay, there were no showing of star trek at all not until 4 pm above
and i was like, what am i going to do for another 5 hours here!
i said to myself, its ok. The Times Square will definitely have a showing
not to repeat the same mistake again i go on and topup my phone to get a 3G connection
another cool thing happened, my 3G cant seem to get through
so i took a gamble i walked to times square, half way there my 3G was finally able to get a connection
i stopped and check the gsc website
i sat down, i let out a faint laugh, and i smiled widely as an idiot.
i clearly didnt expect that. i was supposedly watch star trek the day before
but i was very lazy to get myself ready.
lucky me, im kind a used to it. and lucky for me too i brought along my precious book
i do have some stuff that needed attention such as find a new sweater with a zipper on it
so uniqlo is my first destination, again dissappointed i was.

I had lost it

Its about time now, the time that the brain will now engulfed itself to the place it supposedly be, ready may not,  the time have come, swayed one have, swayed long it seems, rather too long indeed, gone to the place of the destined of no return and never one shall able to come back, the goals one set are far beyond reached but the journey there would be worth the while, impossible it seems, rather insane goals, however still without trying, one won't know how far can one go, without giving a shot wont one know the power one possess to reach certain, a certain point where one will say one could do more, but how far is enough to be called it a certain one can certainly never know, regardless the ending, shouldn't one care more about the beginning, how can there is an ending without a start. Time teaches one lots of things, the experience one gained never put it to waste. Wouldn't one wonder how to start, the goals may be set, crafted, or determined, impossible or not the goals are there now. one wonder when will ever one start, does one need something to help one to get a start. certain events may have let one to gain the needed push, certain talks may have let one gain the extra push. it stopped somehow, the feelings again swayed. certain occurrences have led one to believe that one may not be good enough, maybe one is just all talk, without care the action that needed to be done, the aftereffect that will led to happen in the future. does one ready to had a different future, different life, different me. the old one is rather safe, but now, one will go on a very impossible journey, it seems fun though. hopefully the journey will now begin. let us have fun then. 

I know i haven't been writing lots,
nothing much to write anyway,
been searching for some sort of inspiration that came once never,
i've been trying to get a hold of myself
and start trying to become the one i claim is me
its not easy, because if i do become this so called me
i will be alone. the thought scared me a bit.
because as of now, i like someone, she doesnt like me back of coz
and im pretty sure she doesn't reads my blog, who would.
haha, like i said i dont really have much to write.
one thing though, i hope this holiday would be good to me
as i would really love to continue pursuing what i do best
hehe.. maybe one day ill write something about her.
someone whom i cant. ;)

will it ever happen

im gonna start soon with a novel, after i get most of the ideas in the books, all the characters, the plot, the twist, the con, the scheme, i believe i had a story

im not very good with words, but ill give it a shot

ive been trying so hard to change

but the changes has been rendered motionless

as i constantly failed to uphold my changes

i did few weeks, then i slumped back to the old me

lots have happen, lots of moving notions

yet im here standing unchanged by the wavering front

be as it may i want to change

my social circle shows me that im not better

yet im not worse

however i cant stay in the in between

i must change

i must do what i must

so please help me