has the JOURNEY i sought begin to move ?

I might have change slightly not too much though but I did sort of change not the way I look or brought myself to society. But worry not as I am still the man you once knew. I never actually change, it just that I add in new features. So in the year future, you might find me to be more welcoming, friendly, I smile often and such forth. Life is too short not to feel them. 

So I think im enjoying my life even more here in UiTM, Pulau Pinang. As I have more to time to do stuffs like reading my manga as I see fit, reading my novels im about to finish 2 of my novel in less than 2 months :). I studied more, I read, I played more. But still, I found I have more times than I ever have when I was a form 5 or even a stpm candidate. Haha. So its quite funny how I managed my time when I was before. As of now, I have plenty of time to revise, to study, and to do stuff. Hehe, im quite happy being here. Glad to be here in fact, lots of things I have learned and so many more to be and soon will learn. 

So here I am writing my blog using Microsoft word to check my grammar :P heheh. Ive been reading lately and these two books I read was indeed spectacular. So much anticipation, I can hardly close it and do other things but I have to if not I wont be able to finish up what I must. And im onto Shakespeare, I already asked one of my friends to buy me that book and she did. Im going to fetch it when Im going back to KL. Im looking forward to read it soon.


I still find it hard to study PHYSICS, quite stressful. -.-“ and haha still struggling though!  Urghhh, ya Allah please open my heart and clear my head to receive Your knowledge. AMIN. Mathematics is ok, other subjects for now is still within grasp. Lots of reading I need to finish up so I wont get too preoccupied. CTU 101, MEC 131, but not as much as SPTM so I hope I can manage!


This month is fasting month. A month that we muslim and I as Islam should be looking forward to. I have been doing good stuff lately, despite my headache and my chest hurts as god knows how it feel. I have been feeling very much alive and good. So for those who are asking or wondering or don’t even care. Im doing perfectly fine here. Don’t be such a worrywart because it wont look cute on you :P im living my life here, so you should do yours. 

Remember that for whatever happen in the future don’t blame yourself if you have tried your very best but the results you had isn’t good enough. REDHA and BERSYUKUR, theres always a reason, a hikmah to what had unfold. Think of it like this, you studied your ass off to get a straight A’s in STPM or SPM or a 4.0 GPA but you couldn’t get them. You had given your best is it not enough?? I wonder, you see. Maybe in the near future if you get the results you always wanted you will become someone arrogant, someone who will forget your creator, someone who is not who you should be, or someone that you will become. So don’t worry if you failed once, twice, or many times after. Relax derr.. Allah kan ade :) berdoa, bertawakal, and put your effort to the very best. insyaAllah things wouldn’t go for the worse.

Firman Allah SWT (QS An Nahl : 12) :

“Dan Allah telah membuat suatu perumpamaan (dengan) sebuah negeri yang dahulunya aman lagi tenteram, rezkinya datang kepadanya melimpah ruah dari segenap tempat, tetapi (penduduk)nya mengingkari nikmat-nikmat Allah; karena itu Allah merasakan kepada mereka pakaian kelaparan dan ketakutan, disebabkan apa yang selalu mereka perbuat”

Firman Allah SWT (QS:Al ‘Ankabuut: 40)

“Maka masing-masing (mereka itu) Kami siksa disebabkan dosanya, Maka di antara mereka ada yang Kami timpakan kepadanya hujan batu kerikil dan di antara mereka ada yang ditimpa suara keras yang mengguntur, dan di antara mereka ada yang Kami benamkan ke dalam bumi, dan di antara mereka ada yang Kami tenggelamkan, dan Allah sekali-kali tidak hendak Menganiaya mereka, akan tetapi merekalah yang Menganiaya diri mereka sendiri”

Until next time :D